Whether I'm right or wrong, I still get blame. Why?
Sigh. Getting scolded even though I've help. Whether I help or I don't, I still get scolding.
But do I have a choice?
Just a small matter and you wanna make a big fuss out of it.
I just don't understand why.
I understand that you are older, but that does not mean that what you say or do is always right okay ?
I am NOT respecting anyone who don't respect me. So what if you're older ?
Compare is what you all always like to do. Why not allow me to compare YOU with others?
Will you even like it? So what if others are smarter and more hardworking then me?
Do they have a prize for that? No!
Have you all ever spare a thought for me? The answer is obviously NO!
Just because I always laugh and smile, means I am happy?
The things in me are left unspoken.
Whenever I share my feelings, no one understand.
Thinking that what I say are just bullshit. Sigh.
Sometimes I wonder, is there anymore meaning in life for me to continue living.
Because to be honest, I don't find there's anymore reasons to carry on living with my life anymore.
Tuesday, 21 January 2014
My fault.
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Thursday, 25 April 2013
Miss My Cousin
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I still can't accept the facts that my aunt say such words to me yesterday.
It's simply unbelievable.
SIGH ! Now I understand that just one small problem may lead to breaking up from any relationship.
Telling me it's inappropriate to say such things on FB.
NOBODY in my family I can tell my problems too.
Venting it all out on Fb also wrong.
Than how ? Keep bothering friends about my problems ?
Keeping it all to myself ?
Yea,you all may disagree to what I say !
But, I just find that my friends are more important to me now.
In my 19 Years of life .............
Yesterday was one of the worse day of my life !
Quarrelled with my because she's just too 'KPO' with my problems !
After knowing what had happened, all she did was to judge one side of the story and making a big fuss out of it.
I find it unnecessary for her to even scold me when she have yet to hear my stories.
Using Vulgarities on me was simply unnecessary.
Have anyone of you, get scolding by your aunt ?
With that 4 letter word that starts with "F" ?
Nope, never before right ?
I don't care how old you are !
IF you don't respect me than i'm not respecting you !
Siding my mum and grandmother just because she have hear their story.
You didn't gave me the chance to prove to you my innocence. SIGH !
Everything I do and everything I say it's useless now.
I am known as:
The useless girl.
The hopeless girl.
The most unfilial daughter.
In everybody's eye :(
I was born to make mistakes, not to fake perfection ............
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Wednesday, 24 April 2013
Sigh. You know what hurt me the most ? It's my imperfect family.
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